Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Life Behind the Shades.../Lost..../Love Lockdown...


I walk through the days feeling like tomorrow may never come that the day won’t come when i get to see her big pretty eyes again. You see i can’t see without that light she gives me, the light that would pick me up when I’m down, the light that brightens my nights.. You see her eyes took me places that you can only imagine places full of sun and love that only she can portray with just one look.. I’m lost without them, I'm lost without my light, I'm lost in a world where the tress are not green no more the sky is not blue and the ocean has turn into a pit of fire. I'm lost in a world were winter has taken over; its cold, snowing, raining and i have no umbrella no coat no maps to guide me out. I’m lost in a world where my shadow is my only companion and the street lights turn off when i walk by. I walk miles and miles on this never ending road guided only by the memory of her eyes that I can’t see any more. The more i walk the stronger the winds gets, the
stronger the rain hits my shades, the bigger the fire grows the darker the sky gets. I can’t keep going my heart fails to pump the strength my body needs to keep me going. My hands are covered in snow which is starting to feel like needles pinching me. My knees are starting to give out on me, I’m running out of steam.. I finally give in and i fall on my knees my elbows hit the ground and they keep me from banging my head on the white wet concrete i rest my forehead on my forearm my shades fall of my face as i take one last breath of desperation........" bleek you ok" " what.. Yeah man why... was good" “this is our stop” ... "Good can’t wait to get a drink"

I ask myself what the hell just happened to me... It felt so real.. My face stills feels wet and my hands hurt like I’ve been playing with snow all day.. But I’m Yet to learn that I’m just a prisoner..A prisoner in my own mind.. Her love has me lock down, her eyes have me lost, and the only way out is......

BLK...
Listening to Love Lockdown by Mr.West..

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