Cold sweats, I’m tossing and turning in my bed i can’t sleep the image of her in my head won’t let me sleep won’t let me think won’t let me dream its feels like I’m in a real life nightmare... I decide to get up and take a walk i open the door to my room and hear thunder outside i look out the window but don’t see it. I put on some sweats my sweater and my shades and walk out i close my door and get a quick flash back of her standing next to me while i close the door.. Awe.. I walk away from the door and head towards the elevator as i wait for the elevator i hear the thunder again i look out the hallway window and don’t see no rain.. (Ping.. Sound of the elevator). I walk inside the elevator and press the L button the elevator doors closes.. I get a flash of me and her making out my two hands holding her chin up and her hands down my..(Ping pong sound of the elevator doors opening).. Awe I walk out the elevator and here the thunder once again.. Now I’m having second thoughts about going outside.. But u know what i it need so fuck it. Well i reach the lobby and look in the mirror to check if i look fine i get another flashback of her this time I’m hugging her from behind kissing her cheek.. Awe.. I shake my head and keep going i finally reach the front door i step outside and get a funny feeling in my stomach that takes my breath away followed by a pain in my chest that reminds she not to my left.. Awe.. I keep going i hear the thunder again but this time it felt like if was right behind me.. Every flash of light in sky is her face looking down on me. The streets are quit tonight wow that’s weird were the hell is everyone and were the hell I’m i going, nothing seems to make sense tonight awe..I walk for a couple of blocks until i reach the store... I think of what i need at home to eat.. (The sound of thunder) i grab what i need and pay for it and walk out. But when i get outside i see the lightning that has hunted me since i woke up and here comes the rain.. FUCK!! i should’ve bran an umbrella.. I guess i got to run.. I start to run to my crib..I’m soaking wet when i reach the front of the building.. My sweats when from grey to black my hoddie is drench and i can barely see thru my shades.. "Were are my keys" i put my bags down..(Sound of the door opening) "Hi freeky".. The sound of her voice paralyzed me.. No that can be her.. i don’t want to look up.. "Are u coming in stupid" omg this can’t be true.. As i slowly pick up my bags and look up i see this blurry image of a person in front of me.. I take one step toward. This can’t be her..i say to myself.. I take a deep breath and reach for my shades i slowly remove them and slowly the image of her becomes more and more clear. She stands in front of me drenched.. Hair wet clothes wet and her make up running down her face.. "Freeky come inside your going to get sick.." "What are u doing here i ask her".. "Uhhmn how bout hi first, and maybe then you can ask me that.." i walk inside the building confused and lost but manage to swag it out a little.. “You want to come upstairs and dry up a little" "yeah why not “she says.. We take the elevator upstairs and for a quick moment the silence and awkwardness in the elevator has taken over.. We get upstairs and walk inside the apt i hurry in to get her a towel she waits for me in the living room. When i come back she waiting for me with no shirt on just her bra and her jeans.. "Do u mind" she says to me.. No not at all.. I watch her dry herself up wishing i was that towel wishing i could just hold her and take her breath away with a kiss.. "so what brings you around here" " i was around the way and got caught in the rain..so i decided to pass by until the rain stop.." " ohh really""i say.. Omg i can’t believe this I’ve been blessed..Take it easy freeky don’t get to excited don’t show her any emotions.. I Lean on the wall with my arms crossed just watching her undress herself and dry herself up a couple of minutes pass and the silence has taken over.. I wonder if she thinking what I’m thinking if she wants what i want, i wonder if this is just a test or is she here to just here to be here.. Awe i can’t just sit here and not do nothing i got to say something or take action.. I’m going in fucked it i have nothing to lose.. I walk toward her and grab her by the elbow and slowly let my hand rub down her arm until i reach her hands and grab her pinky, with my other hand i grab her chin and raise her face up she looks at me with those big pretty eyes and takes a deep breath she takes a step towards me, now we can feel each other’s heartbeats and feel each other breaths she removes my shades and gives me a wink my hands are shaking like if I’ve been standing outside in the cold for hours my heart is beating so fast and loud that it hurts my ears.. I slowly move in for the kiss i close my eyes and put my lips so close to her that i can breathe her breath.. This is it the moment of truth.... (bip bip bip the sound of the door) i pause and open my eyes and notice that she’s fading away (bip bip bip) the noise get louder and louder and louder and she keeps fading away faster and faster. What the fuck is going on i cover my ears and close my eyes..uhhh when i open my eyes again i notice I’m laying in my bed in a pool of sweat And the banging on the door. What the fuck it was just a dream, i hold my head what the fuck was that all about.. I get up and step out the room i walk by the bathroom and here thunder and take a quick pause" wow it’s raining that’s weird" (the sound of banging on my door) "HOLD ON.. WHAT THE FUCK" Who the fuck can be knocking at this time. I get to the door and open it... “Hi freeky"....
BLK..
Listening to Mr. West
"See You in My Nightmare"
808 & Heartbreaks
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